I have been receiving some weird notes lately, here is one of the most interesting "ones" from the church.
Enjoy loves ^^
Hi, I just stumbled upon your page.
I don't know anything about your life, but that you need someone who really loves you for who you are, not for how you look like. I also understand that you want to express yourself, your emotions, but why do you sell yourself? Why do you treat yourself so low?
I am sure you have qualities inside of you, so that you don't need all of these things.
If your life looks meaningless for now, it does not mean it will always stay like that.
I am not writing to you to get anything in return, I just hope you find more self-respect, learn to take care of yourself, to love yourself, even if others did not love you, betrayed you, used you or did any other harm to you.
I am not writing to judge, I am wearing scars myself, I came away from that, I know what it means, but I also know that you can leave this as I did, some years ago. I learned to treat myself with a lot of respect, I wish you the same.
I wish that the day you are reading this will change your life, I wish that you change your life completely and I will pray for this to happen.
Whereever you are or how you feel,
Life will meet you, I am sure of this.
Re: (no subject)
Love? I’m not looking for love love, haha… all of you idealize or have this as a goal, is not my own. I overlap my needs within a final goal of course, I’m just human but I have a different way of thought.
Sell myself? I sell my art, my words for those to be known around this, your small world, I only sell myself to those willing to pay and I don´t think you know the currency of my gold.
Perhaps are you scared of some scars, my trophies of war. A war with myself, but let me tell you that I’ve won after much destruction and now I know what many don’t. I think I love myself to the point of hell, it’s all vain. So low? Haha, I don’t use words of pray love.
I wish what you say was true. I wish you would truely love yourself.
You can do whatever you want, I am not judging you for your scars.
Maybe you can convince yourself of the things you said, but I fear you are not honest with yourself.
Where will your war with yourself lead you?
Be sure that I did not write a single word to hurt you or to judge you.
I am also willing to listen and not to tell you what to do.
What is the currency of your gold? Yourself, your love, your heart?
Fortunately I don’t need a young lad to believe me. Hell knows…
Haha… you want me to tell you the secret I’ve almost lost on the way out of myself? Haha… Then you don’t know me well.
I don’t have a heart, love or myself to call. I’m afraid you will never know the currency till your ghost is gone love.
Yes, you are correct. I don't know anything about you, but also I know you are not a monster, you are a precious person.
What is your name?
Do you believe in God?
No, I don't believe myself is real
Then, how do others call you?
I really don't know how they do, but a more interesting question would be: do they call to myself in any way?
Oh, I really hope they do. I hope they find lovely words to describe you.
I don't think you understand lovely love
I am willing to hear any negative word from you just to find that one word from you that's hidden somewhere within them, which is love.
Is just an expression I picked up in the UK love, haha
After a while I got tired of so many useless words and stop answering